Different

Hi to myself,

It's been a long time since I have write a post. Been too occupied w studies.

You know what it's like to be different? From people? I guess you may have that time in your life when you felt why I can't be like others and so on...

Me too.

In a world with fast pace of life, I have my slow pace of life since I was born luar bandar (ok, im too lazy to google the word), then I entered a city w wow, branded, high lifestyle, and suddenly I was a stranger on my own. People around me talk of branded things which I dont even know, and I decided I can learn the name of brand and things in city. I am going to take whatever knowledge I can learn and Alhamdulillah its fine until now. I learn how world has developed fast around w new technology.

But the connection w people, I still can feel I can't fit w people so I decided to be on my way that made me happier, alone. In my childhood life, me and my friends always talk about problems, encouraging people to be happy and so on. We had our family problems, crush...

But now in grown up world, we care about how we looks, talks about others in term of their life, gossipping about others which I hated that. Not that I have never done it but I tend to avoid it because I believe people have their own reason for choosing what they wanna do or be. And yes I be a stranger in that way, I don't force myself because I have love being alone since entering university.

I am grateful for who I am now but there always time where we always question ourselves, and I think it is okay to be. So we can look back on our journey of life and be grateful for what we have been through as God have always planned it for us w every choice we take.

Goodnight, be different ☀️