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Him, My Unrequited First Love ?

 Last night I dream about him, we were at our highschool and he suddenly wanted to be with me, I just felt... wanted to cry and said no ! During Form 2, I like you until Form 6 and I told you but you ignored it  so no way it gonna be easy as that ! And I left to cry, he's followed me to see me from far away crying alone (I think I watch too many kdrama)  I didn't remember the details after that but I think he soften my heart but I woke up so yeah, I remember how my heart felt blooming everytime I dream about him.  I don't know whether I just haven't seen anyone like him during my life or my mind just don't wanna let it go. I don't even stalk his ig or anything related to him anymore for these years. But there he is, sometimes comes in my mind on unexpected times. I was happy in the dream and I hate that. But yesterday was his birthday and I wish him but didn't even feel anything, I think. I also think he has a girlfriend now and his friends are all getting m...