Relationship ? Love ? 2

 Little did I know... that views, times differences will affect us.

So as I was adapting to new places with new peoples, I was quite happy and then came the assignments deadline and so on.. I dont quite remember how we was but at first two years of my degrees we are okay although I usually scold him as he always calls late at night where I was doing my assignment or sleeping after nights of assignment. Yeah, I was harsh but I did tell him about my situation and he was like "understand" but then he did it again. urghh.. on the second years, I did soften my heart as he always said "sorry" and I was okay la. We did meet when I was on semester break but I discover something was off in our relationship. I guess our mind are too simple when we started the relationship. I think I communicate well with him but he didnt listen and the leadership was always more on me.

Being me, I was the one who always independent as I learned all my life about surviving alone. I was the eldest daughter and the only daughter in family which responsibility falls on me. And I thought do I have to be independent all my life with someone else too?

Then as my perspectives changes about life and my responsibilities, and I felt that we need to quit this before we waste our time, and I also was tired of him calling me at late night without understanding my situation. I know some may say I let go too soon on such a nice man. But you know, when you think on whether you should hold on to this relationship, with you need to always lead it, without him didnt understand your situations, your responsibility.

I guess it just not worth it. 

-Part 2